I was going through old text messages
the other day. We used to be so close, best friends. Untill we
changed grades, subjects and then we even changed friendship
groups. We started to grow a part and you told them all of your
secrets. You told them that you were gay in the beginning of the
year and you never even thought to tell me. You left me in the
dark for 6 months. Then you finally decided to tell me. I wouldnt
have told anyone, you could have trusted me too. But obviously
you didnt think it was important for me to know. Then you didnt
talk to me for ages and when I finally asked you, you said you
were 'busy'. Oh so you were too busy to even say
'Hi' when we wait for the teacher to come. You made it
awkward to talk to you because I dont know what is going on with
you. You have completely changed. You changed your hair, you now
wear foundation and mascara, you shave your legs. You are more of
a girl in someways than I am. I cant be bothered even wearing
make up. We dont really talk anymore, just that 'Hey' as
we pass each other in the corridor at school. You cant be away
from them just to talk. So I have to talk to you on Skype and
even then you dont really talk to me that much. I wish we were
back in grade 8 when we were all friends and so close. ILY as a
friend <3
