The Diary of a Heart Broken Girl:

I saw your smile and heard your laugh. I knew you were happier with her than you could have ever been with me. Today my friends think I am overreacting; but they don't know about all the things that I could never tell them that I told you. You were my best friend, my brother, my laughing partner...I loved you. Your happy now and thats all I could ever ask for. Thats all I wanted was for you to be happy. But its so hard to let go, I've tried to move on. I've gotten someone new but I must admit He is NO you. I look at him and all I can think and wonder is why is he here instead of you. Where are you, how are you! I don't think I will ever understand your choice, or ever understand what I did wrong. But day by day second by second it gets a little harder to remember. i dont want to forget the time we had or the jokes we shared. The times where you held me and wiped my tears. I miss those times.  I miss how we use to talk for hours at a time but now 2 minutes is to much for you to spare. If she is who you want I am okay with that, i want the best for you! But what happened to we would always be friends that no matter what you would always love me. Its funny how forever is so short and how long ago the time we shared seems.  Do you remember?  I do I miss you, its done its gone, All i want is my friend back....I dont need the love (although that would be nice ) I just want my friend back...sincerely a heart broken girl </3