What happened to it would never happen again?? what happened to i will always remember what happened and i will make sure that its differnt this time??I believed you even though i knew your heart, and i know what happens to it when your in love. I know what my job is as your friend to make sure your okay even if im behind dark curtains. Im told all these thing day by day from people I dont even know, about things you said or others you rather being around than me. I'm not upset i undertstand your my bestfriend your my sister i get it, you have someone to commit to now and thats okay i just wish sometime you would remember the little girl that you used to get in trouble with, or ride around in the car messing around with people or the little girl that used to know things going on in your life shes still here,she hasnt gone anywhere. I find myself reaching out to you, doing whatever it takes to get your attention and im just brushed off aside. soon ill be just that other girl you used to know but i just hope that you know this other girl still protects you and keeps you out of trouble. I knew this was going to happen he told me and i didnt listen because i thought different, I thought that things could only repeat itself once. I dont know if you know but your my last strong hold my last will that tells me its okay, but now im down to nobody, im down to walking on the streets with my headphones thinking about walking into the next vechicle coming behind me. When i figure out that love is all i need it makes every problem seem so small and what ive been searching for so long is in my hands but as this point, love is no longer evident just a shattered heart. I <3 you no matter what, just live your life J.... My life is a CD and you scratched it a bit " you picked it up in bright daylight and you scratched it" lol :).... I'll Stand By You.Goodbye
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