today . . . i talked to him.
i texted everyone in my contacts something, & HE replyed. we had the best conversation we have had in months. the first conversation in a while. hes on a plane right now. comeing back from Florida. this Spring, hes going to be back on my soccer team . . . because my couch picked the players. its going to be like this passed Fall when we were on the same team, & fell for eachother. maybe everything will go back to normal. we laughed in texts today . . . he made smily faces, & so did i :) i probably sound like a fool. but it made me so happy to finnaly talk to him & to know he still cares :)