To my nephew who i have never met,

Hey my baby boy, i know you have only been on this cruel cruel earth for 7 weeks, but already you have been through so much. I wish i could see you Lucas, i really really want to, but daddy and mummy dont like aunty and they wont let me see you. But hey, its ok hun, we will met up one day! And you can tell me all about how much you have learnt and show me all the cool things mummy and daddy have taught you! Im really sorry my baby boy about what daddy has done. He still loves yoou my sweetie. He really does, but he is just having some time away. Sometimes daddies cant handle the hard stuff and he just needs time bubbah. He will come around though. You will grow up with a daddy, i will make sure of it. Did you know that your daddy doesnt know his daddy. He always wanted to know but his mummy refuses to tell him and he hurts alot from that. You daddy has had a really hard life sweetheart, but i promise you i wont let him make your life hell. I promise you. I love you so much my baby boy and i want you to know that i want you, but your mummy and daddy dont want me to see you. They think i am bad. Maybe i am? Im not sure. But i just want you to remember that somewhere in this big big world, you have an aunty who would give the world to see your beautiful eyes!

I love you baby,
Aunty Jess xox