It seems like everytime I manage to
get myself into a happy place, someone says something, or I see
something, and it reminds me of you. And then all the memories
just come flooding in my mind. The hugs are the worst, I
remember exactly how they felt, how warm and comforting they
were. Knowing I'll never feel that again is so painful. Mom
found the Christmas presents you got for us when they were
cleaning things out of your house, you had them all done up
months ago, and getting them this morning just seemed, weird.
It felt wrong without you being there when we opened them.
So wrong.
RIP♥
