UNDENIABLE
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Alex's
POV:
I
walked out of the hair salon. I smiled to myself. The
beginning of a new me. I kept thinking over and over to
myself. I didn't need Jesse. He was an oblivious loser who
found his life in sports and videogames, like most obnoxious
guys. I walked down the street. I noticed a guy checking me
out. I smiled and waved. He didn't say anything, just
murmured amongst his friends. This new me is working
already. As happy as I was to see a random stranger check me
out, it was kind of awkward and new to me. I wasn't into the
whole slutty thing so I didn't really try to impress any
other guy beside Jesse. What's the big deal. I
thought to myself, he checked me out. That's a
compliment. It's not like I'm ever going to see him
again. After a while I decided to shrug it off. It
wasn't worth me getting hung up over it. That's something
I tend to do often. Get hung up over stupid stuff...hung up
over stupid stuff... am I over reacting about this whole Jesse
thing? I mean, he said I should f••k off. That's
something to get hung up on right? I sighed. That's when
I realized I was walking on Jesse's block. Sh•t!! I
forgot I had to walk past his house to get to mine!!! I don't
want him to see me and try to 'explain himself'. I'm
sick of his excuses!! Damn! I lowered my head and walked
faster. His house was coming up. I pulled my hood over my head.
Just keep walking. I thought over and over. I glanced
over at his house. I saw Jesse playing with his 7 year old
brother out in the front yard. F••k me!!! I
almost broke into a run. i had to get out of there.
"HI ALEX!!!!" his brother squealed.
"God dammit." I mumbled under my breath.
It's always the little one that gives it away.
"Alex! umm... Matt go inside I'll be in in a
minute." Jesse told his brother as he herded him toward the
front door. Once Matt was inside, Jesse ran to catch up with
me. That's when I broke into a run. My hood blew off
my head as I picked up speed. "Alex!!" He
called from behind me! It was no use. Jesse was super fast. There
was no way I could out run him. That would mean he would try to
'explain himself' again. He was going to ruin everything!
He was going to ruin the new me.
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