That's  it,  i'm  done* 

>>  i'm   not   chasing   you   anymore.   i   just   can't.  

If you really, truly want me, if you'd die without me,

you can ( come and find me. ) But i've done this long 

enough. I'm [[ e m b a r r e s s e d ]] to admit i've cried 

over you. [(yes, fallen asleep crying)] &+ you would

be worth it if you would   actually   make an effort to

keep  me  in  your  life, but since you obviously dont

    care,       you're       not       worth       it       </3     <<