Poem.
Note to self.
I grew up trying to
hold onto memories,
i could only let go. Was
I just a memory to him?
Note to self:
No one stays for forever,
even if they claim to love
you forever and ever.
He tells I am the most pretti
-est girl he had ever seen on
earth after seeing the models.
He tells me, he loves another girl.
Note to self:
People fall in love too, it's not
their fault right? It can't be
helped at all to be in love with
someone else but love one person.
He kisses every scar and wound
with salt on his lips as if those
wounds were never caused by him.
As if those wounds didn't hurt.
Note to self:
Leave him when he hurts you to
the brink of the moment where
you can't do it anymore. Leave.
I tell him I love him and he replys
with a okay. It's not everyday when
the boy who wants you to stay tells
you okay, but when you leave..He
begs and cries like a child.
Note to self:
He wasn't worth it for you wasn't he
after all? His words and all were
just things that made you fall.
I wake up everyday wondering
when is the day he'll break my
heart to pieces like he has many
times. It has been 3 months since
we've talked.
Note to self:
Tell him your pain, tell him.
Make him know you suffer while
you love him, tell him..
He tells me he loves me.
He tells me stories, and how he'd
try to catch every star to heal my
jagged scars, he never did.
Note to self:
He may tell you he loves you,
but it doesn't mean he won't
leave you when you need him
the most.