I dont wanna cry about it. I let you slip into the abyss, why did you let go of my hand, I cant stand this.
Watching you with him, I dont wanna cry I might die.
You let go of my hand, and now I wanna be mad but I'm just sad.
I didnt know how much I needed you untill you went away.
Now without you its like looking at the sky and seeing the ground.
It's backwards, I dont have words for you but, I dont wanna cry for you anymore.
I cant just be your friend I wanna be with you untill the end.
It can't end this way not today. I dont wanna cry so i might die.
Without you what am I going to do?
This is what I wrote about 3 years ago. I don't even remember writing this. I sound so sad.