xRosex4 posted a quote
November 2, 2012 2:06am UTC
I just wanna scream and lose control Throw my hands up & let it go, Forget about everything and runaway. I just wanna fall and lose myself, Laughing so hard it hurts like hell, Forget about everything and runaway. AVRIL LAVIGNE- RUNAWAY
I can't. It's been almost two months since my parents found and and i haven't cut. i cant start again. but i'm doing everything wrong... i just have to. BUT I CANT. i keep thinking that im strong enough i feel like im breaking, though. :|
xRosex4 posted a quote
November 2, 2012 2:46am UTC
Stop and stare, I think I’m moving, but I go nowhere Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared But I’ve become what I can’t be Stop and stare, You start to wonder why you’re here not there, And you’d give anything to get what’s fair But fair ain’t what you really need, Oh, can you see what I see?
Me: My stomach hurts... Stomach: You haven't eatten for quite a while.. Brain: No because she's fat. Fat, fat, fatty!!! Stomach: She's thin enough!! Me: I still look fat... Brain: Well it's because you are. Look at your legs!! Fat!!! Stomach: 110.. She's hurting.. Brain, let her eat. Me: *winces* I'm okay, I can take that pain. Brain: Good little fat girl. Me: I mean, I cut... How much worse can this be? Stomach: .... You're killing us... Brain: She's fine! She just needs to puke the pain away. Me: ... If it makes me skinny. I'll keep doing it.. Stomach: ...I'm not sure how much of this I can take.. Brain: Shut up and let the fat pig puke!!
you know when someone comes into your life and you think, how did i ever live without you? what would my life be like if i hadn't met you at all? if we were still just strangers, just passing eachother in the hall at school. would i be a completely different person? would the smile on my face be because of a different guy? you're the only one i want to make me smile.