*You don't have to read this, I just really wanted
to save it, I feel glowing inside out right now.
Knowing you've saved someone always brings
me into the happiest of moods. I love doing this.
Seriously so proud of myself for this conversation.
Via internet I know I've save a lot of my friends,
but I'm SO close to her, you have no idea how
happy I am I was helpful to her, she's wonderful.
Melissa; sophia im sooo sorry but i just broke our promise</3 :(
Me; Why?:'(
Melissa; because my grandfather is literally dying and everytime i see him it kills me.and i just want my mom to actually love me and stop everything.and with everyone hating me im starting to hate myself and i tried so hard.but i just broke.im sorry :'(
Jamie; What promise?
Melissa; i didnt want to tell anyone else but i trust you..i cutt myselff :(
i promised her i wouldnt after the first time.and for the past two weeks its been so bad and after seeing you guys pictures i couldnt hold it in anymore! im soo stupidd</3
Jamie; It's fine. Calm down dont do it again k? You're beautiful and things will go right. Idfk why I did I was left an idiot but.. It happens?
Melissa; thank you.but i feel so bad here i am telling you guys not to do it and then i just did.i feel so useless and i cant stop shaking...i never thought my life would ever get this bad.i feel like im all alonee :(
Me; I feel horrible, just saw these comments. Didn't get notification, sorry:/ Melissa, I'm so so so sorry for you grandfather, but just think every time you see him, that when he's gone he'll be happy in heaven, and he won't be in pain anymore. &smile for him, pray for him. Your mom, I don't even know, mine's horrible too, and it's hard I know:/ But she doesn't dictate your life, and never listen to her hate words that make you want to do something like that. Melissa, we love you. So so much. So what if we can't see eachother or stuff, we know you probably more than anyone there, and we still love you. Don't hate yourself, because you're wonderful and beautiful. It's okay, like 80% of this group has down it and we know how addicting it can be when you really want to do it, but just remember that^ when you want too, because nothing is bad enough to make you want to mark your skin. Let these scars be the last and remember them as your battle wounds, you fought hard against hate, and you came out a winner, with happiness, love, and self-confidence. You deserve it. You're NEVER alone, we're here whenever you need us. &even one friend over there must be close enough to tell. Your life's bad, could be, but it only gets better. It might seem worse, and you might be stuck in this phase of hate in your life, but as you get older you come out into the permanent stage of happiness. &it will be soon.
Melissa; sophia i love you soo muchh..but i cant i just cant do it anymore.nobody understands what i go through all day every single day.nobody around here cares about me at all and even if they did care i wouldnt be able to tell them.and i trust all of you with my life but i hate how im always complaining i feel like im annoying</3 i try so hard to be happy and to be strong but it just doesnt work i feel like im a failure.i just had a 9 year old tell me if she cant see me she will kill herself.she is my life and at one point i was her role model and i feel like im never there for her anymore :'(. i honestly hate myself!!
thank you for being here for me sorry if im annoying!
Me; You're not annoying for venting! I love helping you because I love you.:P :/ I was talking about that yesterday with someone on witty, how alone I feel because I have no one here I can trust with anything about my life. Only silly things like who I'm crushing on, and it hurts not having anyone to call and vent too:( You are definitely not a failure though! You have your own special talent, and it's definitely how you can do hair. I see the pictures and they're great. The leopard/cheetah hair, it's like... wonderful. I've never seen it before and you're so good at doing what you do. &I'm sorry about that, :( That's awful! But you're beautiful, and 9 is probably around the age you start resenting everyone, when you think you know everything. Do not ever hate yourself, that's just reallly sad to me, because you don't see how much of a wonderful person you really are.
Melissa; i honestly cant thank you enough right now<3you've been there for me since the very beginning& never feel alone i'll always be here for you like your there for me! doing hair is the only thing that makes me happy sometimes.its the only thing i think im good at so thanks.all of what you said i know is soo true i just have to take some time to really believe it.dont be sad i'll be okay! i lovee youuu♥
Me; No need to thank a friend♥ You're absolutely welcome. &that's wonderful, you're skills amaze me. One day will you do the cheetah hair for me?(: &good, because I meant every word of it, and I won't. :p Please don't do it again? I love you too♥
Melissa; If you really want it I will :) and I can't make you another promise because it hurts more that way but I will try my hardest♥♥
Me; That's perfect, thank you<333
Melissa; ♥
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