What I Know About Love
Chapter 1
First things first, this is my awesome blog! Its more of a diary, that acounts for the big moments in my life. Anyways, I'm Peyton and this is what I know about love.
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*On Facebook*
Austin Couture: Peyton, take me back. Stop being so dramatic about it. It was a simple, innocent kiss.
Peyton Tompson: No. I don't feel like having this conversation with you.
Austin Couture: Please?
I looked up over the computer screen and caught a glance of the clock. It was 12:48.
Peyton Tompson: It's 12:48 and I have to go to work in the morning. I'm not having this conversation with you. Not now.
I opened up the other tab on my computer that led me to Meebo instead of Facebook. Max was on, and I wanted to start a conversation with him, but I didn't. He was a senior for crying out loud! I couldn't go after a senior! Even if he was extremely sweet and attractive. Instead of typing the simple two letter phrase to start a conversation, I stared at my computer screen waiting for him to start one with me.
Max Green: Hey there beautiful.
I looked at his words and felt a smile appear on my face.
Peyton Tompson: Well, hello there mister. Whats up!
Max Green: Not too much. Dealing with my bratty sister.
Peyton Tompson: Awe, how old is your sister?
Max Green: She's gunna be 6 in July.
Peyton Tompson: Oh, trust me, girls get better with time.
The conversation ended there and I suddenly regretted the words I had said. That was the only thing lacking in Max and I's relationship. We didn't flirt. We were attracted to one another, or I was attracted to him, but we never seemed to have long conversations. It was like I'd get the odinary "Hello Beautiful" but then the conversation became boring.
Cameron Jay: Hey
I sat there in my bedroom, and stared at his message. Cameron and I had been best friends since second grade, and I usually told him about all of my boy problems. He was the type of guy to always listen, no matter whether he was playing COD or not.
Peyton Tompson: Hey! I need your adivce?
Cameron Jay: Sure :P
Peyton Tompson: Austin wants to get back together, but I like someone else.. what do I do?
Cameron's messages usually helped me out, but this one was less then helpful.
Cameron Jay: idk.
Peyton Tompson: You don't know?!
Cameron Jay: Nope. I gtg. Bye
I looked back at the clock and it read 12:56. I logged off Meebo and Facebook, and shut the computer screen.
As I sat in my bed, looking up at the ceiling, the light from the stars coming in through the windows, I felt confused. I knew how I felt about letting Austin back into my life, and it shouldn't have been a hard decision. I couldn't let him back in. He had hurt me too many times before, and I didn't want to go back again. But I loved him.
Then there was Max. Max the senior. Me, the freshman. Max was popular and had girls practically drooling over him. I should have been lucky that he even wanted to talk to me. There was something about Max that I liked. He was sweet. And he seemed genuine and sincere when he spoke his feelings. The only problem was.. he NEVER spoke his feelings to me. We'd make small talk, and that was it.
Things I Know About Love:
#1. Its very confusing. You want to get rid of the people who hurt you, but for some reason, you always let them in again. Even when you know you shouldn't. Even when theres someone better.
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