They broke up.
Yes, if you read my last quote about me being heartbroken, Bestie 2 and my crush broke up. Yesterday. I should be VERY happy, right? But I'm not. I feel more worse than I did when they got together. I had told another friend of mine about the whole 'Bestie 2 and my crush getting together' situation, and how I was heartbroken. Well, yesterday, that friend I told [let's call her Friend 1], came on the place me, my crush, and Bestie 2 were talking. Friend 1 started saying mean things to Bestie 2. Now, Friend 1 and I were talking on something separate, and she told me she was basically going to 'tell off' Bestie 2. [Bestie 2 and Friend 1 hate each other. Fight; a few weeks back.] I told her not to hurt Bestie 2 or make her very mad. Well, after Friend 1 and Bestie 2 talked, Bestie 2 was ticked. Bestie 2 and my crush were then talking on a private chat. Bestie 2 had left the place we were talking on, and shortly after Friend 1. Friend 1 then told me on the place just me and her were talking that the 'fight' was 'amusing'. I was mad at Friend 1 sorta! Yes, fights usually do entertain me. [I don't know why :P] But not this time because she made my best friend mad. So a few minutes later, I got an email from Bestie 2 [it was sent to me and my other friend like really likes my crush], saying something like 'i just broke up with [my crush's name]. i hope you two are happy now. you both practically forced me to break up with him. don't talk to me ever again.' I was about to break into tears. My ALL TIME best friend saying to never talk to her again?! That she broke up with him?! For the record, NEVER, EVER have told her 'oh god just break up with him already! you've caused me enough pain!' I've just been sucking it up and dealing with it, trying to forget about it and move on. All she knows is that I just felt terrible when they started dating. Then my crush emailed me, my other friend that likes him, and Friend 1 and said Bestie 2 is doing bad things to herself. I wanted to die! I care about her so much and I don't want to see her in this pain! I emailed Bestie 2 about 5 times, asking for her to talk to me, and I even took pictures of myself holding up little notecards that said things like 'i'm sorry' and 'i love you', etc. She didn't answer. I had to go to this thing at my church, and when I came back, she answered, but it was nothing. [I don't know why, sometimes the email system is weird :\] After that I decided to go back on the place me, my crush, and Bestie 2 were talking on before everything happened. Bestie 2 and one of my other friends were on. I tried talking to Bestie 2, and she said that she was very mad at me because I ran my mouth to Friend 1 about her. I told her, we didn't talk ABOUT you. I told Friend 1 about the situation, and I, at least, didn't trash talk Bestie 2. [Friend 1 did :\] Bestie 2 seemed to not understand. She said she is in a big depression now, and she loved him more than life. [Even though they've only been dating for a few days..] Also, earlier that day, when Friend 1 and Bestie 2 were fighting, Friend 1 said something, and I just said something like 'oh well i have to agree with her there..' and Bestie 2 had kept saying that I encouraged her, earlier, and possibly when just me and Friend 1 were talking. I told Bestie 2 that I was STUPID for saying that, which I was. I told her I was sorry a lot, and I told her I did not encourage Friend 1 in any other way. We kept talking, and I think we may have worked it out. She says she still misses my crush, and I told her she should just get back together with him. I NEVER thought I'd say that, but I just want Bestie 2 to be happy, because I love her so much. Though inside, I can't stand them being together! And I can't stand seeing Bestie 2 in pain! I just don't know what to do!
What do you guys think I should do?
I can still tell she doesn't trust me a little.. :\
I just want our friendship to be fully okay again.
Thank you, everyone. ♥
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