Have you ever just laid on the grass and gazed up at the stars above ?
Have you ever danced out whatever came to mind - just for the fun of it ?
Maybe you've stretched you arms out and reached out for anything - anything at all.
Or you closed your eyes, took a deep breath and hoped to God he's listening;
praying that it won't hurt anymore ?
Have you ever given up on something- like a picture you just can't draw;
or a song you can't seem to find ?
You've probably sat in your room - or on the top of the stairs
crying your eyes out; wishing the world could stop for a moment
so you could inhale everything that's changed.
Maybe you changed and don't know how to back to the little girl you used to be;
the one who was careless and free.
Could it be that you're holding on tightly to the memories you have
- every single one of them -
'cause they are all that's left to remind you of the time you used to be happy.
Or maybe, somewhere deep, deep down,
you've been broken to the core, crushed and kicked,
until it feels like your heart doesn't beat anymore?
You've been broken and you just don't want to admit it because that'll make you weak.
Have you ever wanted to run through a field chasing butterflies ?
Or maybe, you've simply lost all hope in all that ever mattered,
because suddenly, the world seems like a
bad place with bad people and bad choices.
You've lost hope and only want to turn back time;
to that one moment where everything seemed perfect;
When you seemed unbreakable.