&+ right now, i just feel like crying.
I've dissapointed my best friend. And I've hurt people that mean so much to me.
I've been acting like everything I hate. I understand though,
If I were you, I'd wanna stab me too. I'm a terrible person.
but I'm so sorry.
Oh god, words can't explain how sorry I am. I've lost everyone that I care about.
I'm just asking for forgiveness, because I never intended to hurt anyone, I swear.
I regret what I did, I'm the biggest idiot in the world. I've lost the trust that you had in me.
And I'd do anything to change it back to the way things were. </3