she cant hide her mistakes, they show clearly in her eyes. she wonders how she can tell him, without him getting mad. she knows when she tells him, it will never be the same, but she knows she cant keep it from him. she thinks to herself over and over, what she plans to say. she finally decides what she wants to say, and she calls him up to meet her, but the second he walks in, all her thoughs fly out of her head, and shes lost in the guilt of what she did.