Sometimes, when I get really lonely at night and I don't know what to do, I wrap my arms around my teddy bear as tightly as I can, pretending that I'm really holding on to you. I do this because I miss you so much and it seems as if hugging my bear makes the pain go away. Every once in a while it feels the same as when I'm with you, except your arms don't tighten around me, I don't feel your lips on my neck, or you cheek against mine...Okay it isn't the same, in fact, it kinda makes me feel even lonelier. It isn't you in my arms, but I do it anyway. Because I don't like giving up hope cause it's brought you to me in the first place. And maybe one day, when I've kept my hope long enough, I won't have to pretend you're my teddy bear.
thE wAy i feEl bAby
yOu jUsT cAn’t dO wRonG
aNd i wAnt yOu nEediNg mE
AnD i’LL cOme rUnnInG baBy
tHat’S tHe wAy it’S gOnnA bE
did yOu ever meet sOmeOne and have them tOtally change yOur life? every thOught yOu ever had abOut yOurself was changed because Of him. the way yOu lOOk at life and peOple...and even breathe...it‘s like all that time yOu were hOlding back until that persOn came intO yOur life.
-he’S eVeryThinG i WaNt-
-hE’s eVeryThinG i nEeD-
-bUt hE dOeSn’T knOw wHaT he mEanS tO mE-
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