im on page 4 in the top quotes... im the last one (didnt think you guys would like it so much) , talking about how ill tell my bestfriend / crush i like him ...well today i told him..and you know what he said.. it wasnt what i wanted..but its for the best..
I told him about how i felt, his response was confusing at first because he didnt think i was talking about him because all this time,( these 4 years that weve known eachother, and back then, he liked me back, i wish i took my chance then..i guess i didntknow how to be in a relationship at the time) , he thought i loved him as my bestfriend, and i do..but... My feelings for him come back everytime i see him, his eyes just make me melt, sometimes i wish i wouldnt even talk to him so i wouldnt hurt myself when i did end up telling him (like what happend today). But anyways he told me he loves me to death and he cares so much about me that he would never want to put what we have at risk for anything.. that he didnt want to be my boyfriend for awhile then breakup and never talk again..he doesnt want that, he wants to be my bestfriend forever and nothing changing that, nothing can get in the way...
well the only thing that is in the way buddy..is what i feel for you, but you know what.. hes taught me how to be strong, by knowing what hes been through, i know hes strong, i want to be like that. I know times are tough for me because yes i was emo last year ..it brings back bad memories everytime something bad happens..but when thoose bad things happens, hes ALWAYS there for me, so im gunna take my bestfriend and continue to be that till my heart stops beating..but i hope you always remember this day..because i swear your always going to have a piece of my heart. <3 & ps. im totally ok, we talked it out and he made me smile .
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