And then, out of completely no where you, you get a feeling of anxiety, that burning sensation in the back of your throat.Your palms start to sweat and you knees begin to buckle.You fall to the floor effortlessly and can't seem to comprehend what is going on around you.The ripping of your heart can actually start to feel like an empty stomach sensation.The suden emptniness is not because you are empty of food, but empty of heart and soul."Without him" is something that would have never crossed your mind, and are words that you knew would eventually tear you apart piece by piece.First your heart and soul, then your mind deteriorates slowly and then every inch of you feels like nothing.The importants of things you once loved and did, you do to nearly distract you from the painful thoughts of being alone.To finish from where i began is hard to even commit to, going back on what i wrote is hard enough to write or type,the conscienceness of the way you express what you feels can make you committed to writing it. There to end this dreadful ending on a powerful note.