You always act so happy in school, like nothing can ruin your spirit. Everyday you make me believe that you are an unstoppable force. You've amazed me for years. Yes, I've seen you breakdown when the hurt has become a bit too unbareable, but you never let it ruin your day on the outside. You keep smiles on your face, your head held high, and that loud laugh you always let out in the cafeteria when one of us says something stupid. I've always thought of you as being the most strong person I've met, until tonight. The things you go through broke my heart, I hated reading them but I just couldn't stop. I feel like I could have been a better friend to you all this time, but I'm too selfish. I am always too selfish. We've been best friends since we were seven, and it's been so great to have you in my life. Not just because of your great sense of humor, your friendly personality or your thoughtfulness, but because you are truly an amazing human being. I wish you didn't have to go through all these countless piles of bull sh*t that life keeps tossing in your direction, because now I know how much it hurts. Now I know, that sometimes that smile that's inspired me for so long, isn't always genuine. We have had our fair share of pointless fights and arguments, trust issues and lies that almost tore us apart, but you know what? We're still kicking. four years and counting, I love you...always and forever♥