she
doesn't love him. sure, she laughs at his jokes, she
responds when he asks her something. but she
doesn't appreciate him. she doesn't understand
what an amazing creature he is. she doesn't respect
him. she is gorgeous. not to mention one of the top
ten popular girls in my school. she's a carbon copy
of all the other popular girls in my school.
she is glamourous.
i
love him more than i can ever tell him. i feel like
crying when i think of him, because i just know he'll
never love me back. i have to apply triple filters to
everything i say around him. i respect him so much,
and i encourage him. i'm not super-hot, but i'd like
to say that i'm cute. i'm my own person.
i am average.
he
loves her. he wouldn't date me, or even admit to liking
me for sake of his "image". he can be a jerk to me, but i
can't change how he makes me hold on tight to him
like a toddler holds on to their favorite colored balloon.
he's adorable! thinking of his smile makes me smile.
even when i want to stop smiling, i can't.
he is clueless.
and THAT, my friends, is why i am moving on <3
i'm moving on, dammit. i deserve better. and that's
exactly what i'm going to get, starting now. girls,
if you have been crushed by a crush, comment or
maybe favorite ; leave a comment on my
page, or IM me. let's get through this t o g e t h e r .
**all mine. poured my heart into it - - - - - - - - - <3