Sometimes I find myself wanting more
I want to be brunette, not blonde.
I want to have brown eyes, not blue.
I want to say I lost 70 pounds, not only 20.
I want to be in love, not write about it.
I want to have good grades, not average.
I want to actually play the guitar, not just make up notes.
I want to get my book published and a top-seller, not just kept on my computer.
I want to have a lot of money, not have to worry about how much we have.
I want to see my name on the big screen, not keeping all my movies in my head.
I want to not have any more wants, not dreaming about things that I can't control.