listen up boy&learn from your mistakes.
Maybe I found comfort in the words you said, not laying in your arms. They were the words i needed to hear, and it didn't matter who from. It wasn't puppy love or infatuation or love at first sight or anything that people always talk about and laugh. maybe you dont know justwhat i mean. i cant really explain it. It's to hard to put into words But, Well, Maybe it was just something I'd never felt before, something I'd never even known. People cant just tell you about things like that. you have to find out for yourself. thats why its so important. It was somethng I'll always remember. I look at you, you look at me. You can't tell me you ain't feeling the chemistry and of course I can't forget all the beautiful colors on the day that we first met. I miss the days you held me and the days I hear your voice. I miss the days you were there. Us falling aparty wasn't my choice. I miss the days you kissed me and the feelings we used to show. but most of all I miss the guy i thought you were. And now we hardly talk but you had so much to say those nights where there was skin on skin and i could feel your pulse. Considering i thought it meant a little more then this, I guess its mostly you I'm startng to miss you.I tried to tell myself that you’re gone but it just won’t sink in. no matter what I do,
I’m still missing and thinking about you. I’m tired of feeling this way. I know it would be right for me to let go but no matter how much I tell myself to do it, I can’t. I tell myself that it’s better to never see you again, but no matter how much I try to forget, it always makes me remember all the good times we had, and even the bad, and how much I regret the things I’ve done, all the things I’ve said. And you know I’m sorry but sorry just doesn’t cut it for you anymore. I’ve said it too many times. I just can’t seem to find the words to tell you how sorry I really am. I think about you every day. I can’t get you out of my mind. Maybe the reason I can’t get you out isbecause you’re supposed to be there.
I miss you.
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trust_themxxx