YESTERDAY...
I was hanging out with my boyfriend. Everything was fine, as usual. Then suddenly he stops tickling me, & walked away, & sat down on my couch alone. I let him sit for a little, until I saw his eyes start to tear up.. I walked over to him, & sat down on the floor in front of him, as he looked in my eyes. He began to cry & I was so confused. I had no idea what was going on. I wiped his tears & sat waiting for him to speak up.
"How could you.... How could you do this to me?" were the words that finally came out of his mouth. "What did I do, what are you talking about?" I said cause I was so confused. He took my arm, pulled down my sleeve, & pointed to my scars. "Why?" He asked. I didn't have an answer. So I wasn't going to lie. "I don't know." He started to ball his eyes out. & girls, I mean he BALLED HIS EYES OUT. I sat with him, & held him. This made me cry too, knowing I was the one making him so upset.
"What can I do, you know. To make you happy? You're beautiful, and you know that. You're funny, and an amazing person to be around. I love you. YOU DON'T GET THAT. I might not tell you or show you enough, but I do. I want you. I need you to complete my day. I'm sorry. This is my fault. I wish I could make you happy. Just tell me what to do, because I will do anything & everything to know I'll have you forever."
I know this was long, but I want to support ANYONE who cuts. I'm here for you, & always will be. Remember there's people out there who care more than you think.
I love you.
nmf, credit to the amazing ashbashx3 :)
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