the high school plan~
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i took my pillow, blanket and phone and walked downstairs and out to the car and set up my seat . the car was PACKED but i had 3 seats to stretch out on. i went up stairs and got cleo and his bed. i set his bed up on the third seat and i put his litter box on the floor incase he has to go. haha my phone was dead. it's not like anyone texted me. only if they wanted the homework. i had black hair and green eyes. i was in 9th grade obviously . My parents got into the car and i sat down and buckled up. cleo was hopping around the back seat. i fell asleep soon after.
i woke up .
"where are we?"
"Massachusetts" dad said
"oh. how long till we are gunna be there?"
"like another 6-7 hours." dad said.
"ohkay"
i started playing with cleo and soon we came to a stop.
"where are we?"
"rest stop. do you have to go to the bathroom or are you hungry? also take cleo for a walk and change his litter."
my mom handed me the bag of litter.
"i have to go to the bathroom. then i'll go get cleo." i told mom
i reached into the bag i had put out there the night before and pulled out a pad, i had my period :\.
"oh and carly. please eat. you havent eatin hardly anything basicly only those pancakes this morning."
"i will daddy" i said
i went to the bathroom and did what i needed to do. i looked in the mirror. "i'm so ugly no one will ever like me." i said to myself.
i washed my hands and dried them . then went back to the car and took cleo for a walk and he did his business.
and then i cleaned his litter.
i put cleo in the car and then went to the food court.
"what would you like hunny?" my mom said.
"um, i'll have a bagel?" i asked my mom.
"plain with cream cheese?" she asked
"yes mom" i said.
dad was getting gas so i went back to the car and started to write in my diary.
dear diary,
i hope this year is better then the last 10 of my life.
sincerely, carly .
i closed the book and put it in my bag. then i sneezed.
my dad came back to the car.
"daddy do you have a tissue and some medicine ?" i asked
"yeah." he said handing me a pill and a water bottle with a tissue rapped around it.
"thanks" i said throwing the pill into my mouth and taking a sip of water and then wiping my nose with the tissue and throwing it out in the garbage. i looked at my phone. it was about 10. my mom came back to the car with my bagel and some orange juice.
"thanks" i said taking a huge bite out of it.
i was so hungry. i haven't been eating because i have been nervous. i haven't even been hungry. but i ate this morning although because they looked pretty damn good sitting there. soon we got back on our way . on the way i fell asleep again.
i slept for about 3 hours.
i woke up to the smell coffee. which i craved greatly.
"daddy can we stop somewhere to get coffee"
"yeah sure there should be a starbucks over here. we'll go through the drive thru-"
"ohkay ." i said sitting up and petting cleos head with a beat of the music on the radio.
a smile came upon my face as i looked over the most beautiful mountains i've ever seen.
"wow" i said grabbing my camera and taking a picture.
"that is a scene." my mom said smiling.
i had tears in my eyes. but they were still.
the moving trucks were behind us.
and suddenly. my smile died as we came to starbucks.
i mean. dont get me wrong. i love coffee. just . i loved to look at the mountians more.
i got the coffee and then i finished it within at least 5 minutes and flipped on my side and went to sleep.
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