&& now its to the point where i feel emtpy.
i feel lonely, left, and forgotten.
theres days where i don't even think i can get myself up,
i just wanna lay back down and cry.
but then i think of you, and just for a couple minutes everythings okay.
i think of how we used to be, all the good times we had.
and its like i can smell your cologne around me,
and i can feel the touch of your hands again.
i can feel the warmth and protection of your hugs,
and i remember the way you used to kiss me.
i can feel my head on your shoulder, and your arms rapped around me.
and then i think of all the little things,
every little i love you, and all the rest.
but then reality hits, and i realize
that things were never gonna be how they were before.
im never gonna get a chance to smell your cologne again,
we won't be holding hands any more,
your gonna be hugging and kissing other girls, not me.
ill never be laying my head on your shoulder anymore,
and you won't be wrapping your arms around me like you used too.
we'll never tell each other we love each other again.
even though i do still love you.
were done, you've moved on.
i'm trying, but i just can seem to let go of you.
your were my first love, and i don't want to just loose you like this.
i want to remember you someday. i want to be able to tell my daughter about you.
fixing this later, its ugly.