starfelt

Status: "If the stars should appear but one night every thousand years how man would marvel and stare."

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starfelt
posted a quote
September 24, 2013 5:31pm UTC

we are amateurs
and far from good
from better
from best
but we still put
that pen to paper
the blisters on our
fingertips
on those keys
and write.

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starfelt
posted a quote
September 21, 2013 11:42pm UTC

it irritates me how
i get incredibly conscious
in front of someone
who doesn't
even know
i exist.

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starfelt
posted a quote
September 14, 2013 12:19am UTC

IMPRESS THE ONES WHO DERIDE YOU
AND GIVE THEM SOMETHING TO STUTTER ABOUT.

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starfelt
posted a quote
September 14, 2013 12:07am UTC

i believe the reason why i sleep so often is because i am afraid.
i am afraid of the outside world and the people in it. inevitably so, we all have to face it. but there is a period of time, a string of hours, where we are usually the most undisturbed. a span where there is no interaction with others and no criticism from others, if you sleep alone that is.
that period of time is sleep, and i find it surprisingly precious.
when i was young, i avoided it as much as possible. and now it is one of the things i yearn for the most—because when i sleep, i can appreciate the silence, the emptiness, and every space that lies in between.

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starfelt
posted a quote
September 13, 2013 11:53pm UTC

I FEEL LIKE I HAVE BECOME SOMETHING
I'VE WANTED TO AVOID FOR A WHILE,
AND THAT DISTURBS ME
MORE THAN ANYTHING.

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starfelt
posted a quote
September 13, 2013 11:47pm UTC

i have an issue of being nervous
and i analyze until i'm paralyzed.
sometimes even the smallest thing
will get my heart racing,
and i hate that so much.
there are times when you just have
to dismiss all thoughts,
but i can't
and the more you tell me
not to worry,
i worry.

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starfelt
posted a quote
September 13, 2013 11:38pm UTC

i am the dust that collects on your most unused item
the smallest cluster of lint that you pick off your beloved sweater
the valueless box labeled 'toys' in your garage
the trivial workbooks given to you in kindergarten
i am the largest cloud that you mumble upon on a sunny day
the miniscule hole in the midpoint of your shirt
the tiny specks of brown and black embedded in your looseleaf paper
the dips in the sidewalk you avoid stepping in
i am the useless umbrella that fails to stay open
the blinds that never close properly
the mug that has a crack running down its side
the tags on your brand new clothing you rip off so violently
this is what i am and what i continue to be
and do not tell me otherwise
because we both know that your brain and your mouth
are saying opposite things

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starfelt
posted a quote
August 31, 2013 12:58am UTC

“ i want to sit back on our hands
the blades of grass digging into our palms
our legs splayed out in front of us
and just stare up at the sky
the sky that we almost forget even exists
because we are so involved in other things
that don't even matter.

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starfelt
posted a quote
August 20, 2013 5:26pm UTC

in the end, we're all just a bunch of people
S T A R I N G A T A S C R E E N
and yet there is as much involvement in
petty drama here as there is in reality

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starfelt
posted a quote
August 20, 2013 5:13pm UTC

i'm selfish
but it can't be helped
so long as you keep on existing

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starfelt
posted a quote
August 19, 2013 5:17pm UTC

"do you ever feel like God's this old guy just staring out a window?"
i looked at him incredulously before stifling a laugh. he lightly nudged my arm, the smile that i fell in love with appearing on his face. he entwined his fingers with mine and brought my hand up to his lips, kissing the back of it.
"i'm serious," he murmured into my skin, "what if he's just this old man? and, like, the world is his window and he just looks down at all of us?"
"he probably thinks we're all idiots then."
he laughed his breathy, air escaping laugh that was so contagious that i couldn't help but chuckle along with him. he leaned down and kissed the top of my head, resting his chin down on it a moment after.
"well, humans are pretty good at idiocy," i explained.
"we're best at it, babe."

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starfelt
posted a quote
August 18, 2013 2:15pm UTC

maybe if you whisper
( sweet nothings )
into my skin,
i will be everything
you claim me to be

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starfelt
posted a quote
August 18, 2013 1:41am UTC

humans are funny little things
that have so much emotion
that they either bottle it up
or let their entire species know
how they feel

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starfelt
posted a quote
August 18, 2013 1:35am UTC

i want to hold you right beneath the ribcage
and tell you all the things i wish i said on a daily basis
i want to slide my fingers into the bare spots of your hand
and leave a kiss on that lone birthmark that claims your left shoulder
i want to leave an imprint of my nails on your forearm
as i recall all the painful memories
i want so many things
(i want you)

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starfelt
posted a quote
August 18, 2013 1:20am UTC

"we are stars," he told me. "and just like stars, we will all burn out and die someday. it's only natural."

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starfelt
posted a quote
August 16, 2013 4:15pm UTC

"but sometimes i really hate myself, y'know? i mean, i see me everyday and there
are just times when i get really tired of it. i wear myself out just by being myself."
i spoke out, my words getting lost in the dark. he was so silent that i almost forgot
that he was there. and when there was no response, i turned to him, trying to get
a glimpse of his face or any kind of emotion.
he remained quiet and instead only pulled me closer, my face being buried into
his chest. i felt a familiar wetness behind my eyes so i closed them and only sighed
into the comfort of his shirt. needless to say, there was nothing that could be said.
because we—even himself—all felt like that at some point, and no one could ever
say anything because that was life.
you stayed you, whether you liked it or not, and there was nothing you could do
about it except maybe wipe away a few tears and accept it.

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starfelt
posted a quote
August 16, 2013 1:43am UTC

there are times when i want to be
crammed in the smallest box possible
and never, ever face reality again
and there are times when i want to be
heard and scream at the top of lungs
until it burns, until someone pays attention

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starfelt
posted a quote
August 16, 2013 1:32am UTC

i named her moonflower
because she looked exactly like one
her skin was as pale as the petals
and her eyes were as verdant as their leaves
i named her moonflower
because she acted exactly like one
she was so shy that she rarely spoke up
and she would stay up all night until dawn
i named her moonflower
because she went away exactly like one
i saw her that night and we talked until i fell asleep
and just like that — she was gone

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starfelt
posted a quote
August 16, 2013 1:11am UTC

young and benign
i want everything to be like that
all the time
but as everyone knows
like how the seasons pass
a small child grows
our shoes from age four
with the worn soles and laces
won't fit anymore
and the heart in our chest
will shrink to the size
of the common household pest

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starfelt
posted a quote
August 16, 2013 1:00am UTC

what i've learned is
life can
(and will)
go on without you
it doesn't stop
it doesn't look back
what's done is done
and it'll leave without any remorse
but what i've also learned
is that you can figure out a way
to not get left behind
don't dwell
don't wallow
and most of all
don't wait
and soon enough you'll be running
side by side
with life

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