I shouldn't even try anymore. I mean this whole year I've been terrified of you of what you'd think of me. But, you're right. And I'm sorry. I promised from the very beginning that I wouldn't hurt you like the other girl did, and I did hurt you, if not worse. I hurt myself to. And till this day, I still regret hurting you. I'm so stupid and I made so many mistakes. All i've been wanting to do is say sorry to you. You don't have to ever talk to me again. I am probably the most awful person and I don't know why I keep bother trying because what I did wasn't right. i can't even tell you how much of an idiot I think I am because of all of these. I'm so sorry. I won't try anymore. I won't ever hurt you again.