somewhere along the way;
i gave up. i got tired of always trying to make everything between us okay because i wanted you in my life. then i realized that you didn't even care. maybe i realized it too late; but it still hurts. maybe i was hoping we'd find a way to change and turn it back to what it used to be. i have to draw the line because there comes a point where i just had enough and i'd love to give up; but i never did because i had hope that it would change. now, i think i have to make that decision because it's not fair to the both of us - especially me. it pains me to say this, maybe because i still care, but i have to tell you goodbye. i know what my problem is now. i can't let people go. i put so much effort into putting them in my life that i just hang onto them. but people change and things aren't what they used to be. i just wanted to tell you that i'm happy to stepped into my life, even for a short while. you made me realize a lot of things about myself, and the people around me. i'm going to miss you. so, for both our sakes, this is my goodbye.