If you really knew me..
You would know that my heart is breaking, and i know that most of you dont care, but i hope that some of those people out there with an actual heart, read this for me..Im Katilynn Howell, im slowly going into depression, or maybe im just being dramatic. I DONT KNOW ANYMORE. That boy that i told you about,Wyatt? Yeah, him..He broke my heart, he cheated on me, why would he do that? after a year of trying to get him to be my boyfriend, it happened, and now im left here hanging on by a thread. His sweatshirt lies next to me when i sleep, and i cover it with a blanket, like its not there anymore. I always knwo that it is there, he was my bestfriend, and i lost him, i really lost him..im crying, just typing this, but theres something that you should know about my life, i i dont do with loosing people well, i really dont. I lost a very close friend named Jordan Farr in December of 2011, and i really havent gotten over that..i mean Jordan, was my first bestfriend, and loosing him, KILLS.</3 Wyatt knew EVERYTHING, from me getting bullied, to when i had my first period in play practice in the 6th grade, and now its all gone, the loving each other, the fighting, the texting each other 400 times a day, and then kissing and cuddling together for a YEAR, and now he's with that girl that he cheated on me with, but he misses me, he told me..I miss him SOO MUCH,, i havent seen him since my birthday, July 8th..The day i turned 14. He changed my life, my looks on life, the way that i was, the person that i thought that i was, thats all gone, because of ONE boy..a boy that i truely loved with my whole heart, and its crushed,. i ask for your help, help for me to get through this, and for everyone to help me not to go back..He was my first kiss, makeout, and now my first heartbreak..If you read all of this..i love you.<3
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