Here's the thing, You probably told her everything. You probably sat there and told her what was going on, even when I asked you not to. And I sat here alone, crying my eyes out because I have been replaced again. I know I am not the best person in the world, but I am trying SO hard to please everyone at once. No matter what I do, someone gets mad. I don’t like the thought of walking through life without you. Sometimes, I feel like you don’t care, that I mean nearly nothing and that I will always be 2nd best. I have told you a million times, I love you forever and I will always care about you, and I wasn’t lying. I am just tired of feeling invisible whenever someone else is around. When it’s us two, you won’t stay away from me, then someone else enters the picture, and I am abandoned. You say you’re dying inside, but on the outside you appear fine. I force myself to not cry and to stay focus on something else, but it’s so hard when you don’t have anyone to talk to. You know I get jealous easily, and you sit there and watch me break down. I don’t want the feeling that I am losing all my friends to other people, but I have it. Especially when it comes to you. The saddest part is, I don’t feel like you care one bit. You seem happy, so I’ll just let it fly by and possibly move on.