i'm madison & i'm currently taken by an amaziing guy. i'm fifteen and a freshman.
some of my quotes are from xanga, but they all relate to me in some way.
quotes i needed to save.
after a while you can make yourself believe in almost
anything. so i'm making myself believe i
this new years eve i was with my amazing boyfriend, cuddling watching the princess bride. it was the best new years ever. i'm not telling you this to brag, i'm telling you this because i want you guys to all have hope that things will get better. because last year at new years eve, me and my boyfriend of a year had just broken up, and i was so heart broken i wanted to die. i didn't think it would ever get better, but it did, it just took a little (a lot) of time. so i want to tell you guys to never give up hope that things will get better, because i can promise you that eventually they will, because right now i'm the happiest i have been in a long time, and even though it hurt, i'm happy i lost him only to earn something better <3 pleasee read <3 and believe that things will always get better
I was half in love with her by the time I sat down. That's the stupid thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty, even if they're not much to look at, or even if they're sort of stupid, you half fall in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are. Girls. Jesus Christ. They can drive you crazy. They really can. ( T h e C a t c h e r i n t h e R y e b y J . D . S a l i n g e r )
Right now at this very minute, someone is very proud of you. Someone is thinking of you. Someone cares about you. Someone misses you. Someone wants to talk to you. Someone wants to be with you. Someone hopes you aren’t in trouble. Someone wants to hold your hand. Someone wants you to be happy just for you. Someone thinks you are a gift. Someone wants to hug you. Someone loves you. Someone admires your strength. Someone is thinking of you and smiling. Someone wants to be on your shoulder to cry on. Someone thinks the world of you. Someone wants to protect you. Someone would do anything for you. Someone wants to be forgiven. Someone is grateful for your forgiveness. Someone wants to laugh with you about old times. Someone remembers you and wishes you were there. Someone needs to know that your love is unconditional. Someone wants to tell you how much they care. Someone wants to share their dreams with you. Someone wants to hold you in their arms. Someone wants YOU to hold them in your arms. Someone treasures your spirit. Someone wishes she/he could STOP time because of you. Someone loves you for who you are. Someone wants to be with you. Someone hears a song that reminds her/him of you. Someone is glad that you’re her/his only true love. Someone wants to be your friend. Someone stayed up all night thinking about you. Someone is alive because of you. Someone believes that you are their soul mate. Someone wants to be near you. Someone misses your guidance and advice. Someone values your guidance and advice. Someone has faith in you. Someone trusts you. Someone needs you to send them this letter. Someone needs your support. Someone needs you to have faith in them. Someone needs you to let them be your friend. Someone will cry when they read this. Cause that’s what life’s all about. Its about the times where you lay in the grass next to someone you love. Its about the color of the sky, its about a roaring fire on a winter night. Everybody hurts, everyone bleeds, everyone laughs and smiles and loves. And that’s all that is. There’s no meaning of life, its nothing that can be defined, it’s a matter of writing your own definition. this is amazing (: i know it's long but please read it all.
we spent hours on the phone, and countless weekends together. we'd leave our classes all the time to meet up for 2 minuets in the hallways. so i just don't understand why you would invest so much time to just screw me over in the end.
60 years from now we're all gonna look back on this whole "gay debate" the same way we look back on segregation, woman's rights, and slavery and we're gonna look at homophobes the same way we look at racists and sexists.
i couldn't tell you why we're best friends, because you wouldn't understand. the explanation is full of too many inside jokes and made up words. it's full of too much care and too many tears. too many laughs and too many blonde moments. i don't think i will ever be able to give you a better reason, except she's always been there.
i do what all women do; i think. i blame myself. i marinate in my failure. i hate myself sometimes. sometimes i cry. more than often, i stare at the ceiling and wonder - what's wrong with me?
my feelings just changed. i had been waiting for you to realize you couldn't go another day without me. i had played out every excuse you could of had for putting all that time between us. missing you had become second nature to me. and somewhere in the last year, when i never got that phone call, and you never showed up at my window, and we never ran into each other, i just stopped feeling like i needed you so much.
It's the loneliest feeling in the world - to find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down. To have everybody look at you and say, "What's the matter with her?" I know what it feels like walking down an empty street, listening to the sound of your own footsteps. Shutters closed, blinds drawn, doors locked against you. And you aren't sure whether you're walking towards something, or if you're just walking away.
B e c a u s e for some reason every teenager is breaking something walls, arms, phones, and hearts. so maybe that's why this is the hardest time of our life, because we're never quite whole.
I keep on running, keep on running and nothing works. I can't get away from you. I keep on ducking, keep on ducking and nothing helps. I can't stop missing you.
i wish more than anything it was you, not him. it would've been so much easier if you were the one i fell hopelessly in love with, not him. i know that you would never hurt me like he did. i know you would be patient with me and not push me to do stuff. i know you would never take advantage of me like he did. i know you would treat me right. i know you would always be there for me. i know you would do anything if i asked. and that's why i don't understand why i can't love you like i loved him.
i'm sorry i'm not 40 years old and have bills to pay and children to feed. and i'm also sorry that i'm fifteen and can't look in the mirror and think i'm pretty enough for anyone, and i'm sorry that's all anyone's ever made me feel.
this is for every time you built me up just to make me cry. this is for all those things you said that turned out to be a lie. this is for every day i spent alone and i couldn't get out of bed. this is for every night i couldn't sleep cause you were in my head. this is for every promise you made and then later on you broke. this is for all the lies behind every word you spoke. this is for every time you brought me down and made me feel like dirt. this is for the way i feel every time i see you with her. this is for all this time i kept my stupid dream. this is for all the signs i knew i should have seen. this is for missing you every time i'm having fun. this is for loving you, despite everything you've done.
i don't know why we all hang onto something when we know we're better off letting go. it's like we're scared to lose something we don't really have. some of us say we'd rather have something than nothing at all, but the truth is.. to have something halfway is way harder than not having it at all.
she's a girl. a fourteen-year-old beauty on the brink of freedom. a rebellious child with everything to lose. just another confused youth who thinks she's special, because she listens to bands whose names have more words than some sentences. she pretends not to care, and most of the time, she gets away with it. but the truth is, no one could care more than she does. and she's scared to remember the past, but even more scared to forget it.
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