Do you know what it feels like?
To just cry all day. Every second. Have the same person put you down constantly. Feeling you don't belong. The odd one out. The one who doesn't matter; who not a single soul cares about. Feeling you've done something wrong. It's your fault, your mistake. But for what? L I V I N G? Feeling worthless, unimportant, lonely, and not caring if something just happened to you, and you were gone the next second. Would it matter to anyone? LIFE GOES ON. So what if you were gone? Would they notice? Tears streaming down your face, while there are laughs and smiles all around you.
And it seems like you have nobody by your side.