poppy,
i miss you so much. i miss your face and you making me laugh.
i miss hearing your voice over everyone elses on the sideline. telling me to keep my head up. to try harder, i could do it. i miss going over your house,my house now, and seeing you. it gets harder. they said it wouldnt but it has. i miss you. me and cole have grown alot and i wish you could see that. i got into g.c.i.t i know you would be proud. i graduate this year. i made it this far. it would have been eaiser if you were here, supporting me like you always did. i wish i could see your face, see your smile, one last time. i wish i could hear your voice. oh yea and poppy coles baseball career is going great. hes improved alot too. i start softball soon. is wish you could be at my games. but i know youll be watching from way up high. each time i see a star i blow a kiss to it just incase its you or nanny. sometimes i think you blow one back too. some nights i look at your picture and cry. because i miss you. its hard. its hard visiting your grave. cause its a reminder i wont ever hear from you again.oh yea and i babysitt. i babysitt alot now. i get my own money. i know you would be proud of that too. when you were around i always had someone to lean on. now somedays i stare at the window wondering if im wearth it. then i think of you. YOU knew i was wearth it. i wish i could hear you say that one last time. i miss you. two years seems like 10. its hard, and i miss you. i said that alot but its true. i wish heaven had a phone, just so i could hear you one last time.
love,
harley<3
this is just a vent so keep your rude comments to your self. considering i cried as i wrote this.