SHE is laying in bed with the door locked. The curtains are drawn and the light's off. The Notebook is in the DVD player. An empty tub of ice cream is on the floor next to dozens of crumpled tissues. She's got her music blasting, so loud no one can hear her sobs. Her fingertips are smudged with black from wiping away mascara- stained tears. She's replying their last last conversation, thinking I'll never get him back. HE is with another girl. making out with her. telling her all the things he used to tell her. she's not even in his mind. he totally forgot all about her. its like they weren't even together an hour before. nmf/nmq
yesterday was a year since we broke up and we were texting and out of no where he goes yaknow me and you should date again. my heart skipped 1000 beats when i read that i smiled for hours. we talked about how happy we were. you were my first love and now i have a second chance and this time im not messing up.(:
You made me fall for you but when i was about to fall in your arms you moved them and watched me hit the ground but then you began to help me up but mid air you let go of my hand and watched me as I fell again. you'd think I learned my lesson then, but I let you do it again. but now I'm standing and stronger then ever and now I'm gonna be watching and laughing as you crumble cause your nothing to me now.
His smile. His eyes. His lips. His hair. His laugh. His hands. His smirk. His teasing. His humor. His weird faces. The way he walks. These are all the reason i love him. <3
I really can't blame you for leaving/hating me. I mean, if I were you, I would too. You gave me so many chances, I just wanted to thank you. Even though you left, you still stayed, and dealt with my bullsh*t, a lot longer than I thought you would.
Dear Ex- boyfriend, I really liked you. I would’ve worked through whatever problems you were having. I just wish you talked to me about it instead of just breaking up with me. Now I’m left here with a broken heart and tears that won’t stop falling. I need you.. More than you would ever know. You completed me. You really did. You were the best thing to ever come into my life and now you’re not here and I have no clue what to do with myself. I need you. Please come back. Just writing this make me start bawling. I don’t know how I’m gonna get through this without you. I need you here with me. Monday without a kiss from you at the end of the day is gonna be horrible. /: seeing you is gonna just break me. I don’t know how im gonna do it. I love you. I never got to tell you that. Now I never will get to tell you. So many things I wanted to tell you and you left before I ever got to. You met my parents. They loved you my brother loved you to. He thought you were a keeper. But now you’re gone. How am I supposed to smile? I cant that’s the thing. You were my everything and now I have nothing. Its 8 o’clock and I already wanna go to bed just so I don’t have to think about you and what happened. But then ill wake up tomorrow and ill have to think about it. Then more tears will fall. But you probably don’t even care.. your probably fine. And that kills me. Well I think I should go before I start bawling again. Your broken hearted ex, Morgan.<|3