Okay, so I actually felt what it feels like to be
alone,
And I didn't like how it felt.
I was just sitting there in class, First period. I thought everyone was my friend.
Literly.
But now, this year everyone seems to hate me, not talk to me, extc.
Honestly, I go to the bathroom everyday at school and cry.
I have never been left alone like that. I don't like my reaction, or how it feels.I know now how as known in most schools
" The werid people "
Feel. I'll be honest, I don't enjoy talking to them, and I have made fun of them.
After I felt that way, I apologized to every single person I've ever made fun of. Which wasn't alot. Maybe only 23 people?
And 3 people moved away, so I had to call them. I hope I did the right thing. 1 person didn't except my appoligie though. I hurt them really REALLY* Bad by making fun of her* because she liked me* another girl.
And this was in elementry school. we were like 9. So that's pretty sad.
But still, she said that what I said to her scared her.She didn't want to be herself anymore or express it, so she moved to a all girl school. I'm miserable at school.
But All I want to do is be with my friends. But I feel like i'm loosing them too.
I'm in a depression. My teachers ask me why I always looks like a sad little puppy dog.
I just say I don't know.
But I do know. I'm going through a depression and I don't know what to do, or who to talk to. I just sitt
and cry.
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