Alright, chances are maybe one person will read this? Maybe nobody because it's going to be long but tbh I don't care. I need to vent. NOW.
I can't on facebook cause that's just weird, and i vent too much on tumblr lol. This is obviously about a guy.. Isn't most vent quotes about guys on here? Well... basically... I like this kid. And have since the beginning of the year, if I want to admit it or not I have. Me and him have had something between us since like October. And we both know it, if we are gonna say no or yes to that we both know that. We flirt.. A LOT. Text.. A LOT. And have almost kissed like 5 billion times (reallllly overexaggerated) but anyways.. I had a boyfriend in the beginning of the year.. and when I made it fb official he was jealous.. and I go to catholic school so we have masses and I sat next to him at one and we held hands the whole time.. When I was with my bf. Then I broke up with my bf. Then he started dating another girl and I got really jealous. Me and him almost kissed but I didn't because I didn't want to be known as "the girl that he cheated on his gf for" Than they broke up. And now we are both single. And it's now the last two weeks of school.
He knows I like him, and he likes me. All my friends know it, I know it. But he doesn't want a gf and I'm FINE with that. It's just that we play SOOO many games with each other and he says things to get reactions from me ... Kind of like a test you know? And I do the same, but I'm tired of the games. I wanna talk about everything. But I'm so scared because I don't want to get hurt in the end. And I'm just REALLY confused with the whole thing and don't know what to do :(
*Nobody is going to read this, I know cause' if I saw something this long I wouldn't read this either. But NEEDED to vent .. I had to write it out