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Chapter 2
Luke and I constantly sent emails back and forth. We video chatted at least once a week, and his voice was the last thing I heard every night before I went to sleep. I actually thought that we would be able to have a successful long distance relationship… but like most of my other hunches, this was so far from right, and it was practically left.
My family visited Luke and the rest of his family last summer. Everyone was planning to throw him a surprise party for his 17thbirthday, so no one told him that we would be coming. On the plane ride there, I rehearsed what I would say to him and would we could do, but I was an idiot to even try doing that. When we reached their house, Mrs. Brown, Luke’s mom and basically my second mom, told me that Luke and one of his friends were in his room. After leading me to it, she left me in front of the door. Without thinking, I just opened the door, like the old times when we would just let ourselves into the other’s room, not caring what they would be doing. But, this time, even I wasn’t prepared for what I would see this time. Luke was shirtless, lying on top of a girl. His mouth was basically sucking the life out of her, and she was practically doing the same.
It was like someone had just taken a hammer and shattered my heart into a million little pieces. I felt so used at that moment. Alone, mistreated, frustrated, stupid… I can’t even describe how I felt at that moment…
I thought- I thought- how could I have been such an idiot!? I should have known that he would have done something like to me!
I start feeling the tears run down my cheeks. I still couldn’t believe that he had treated me like that. Luke seemed to realize my presence so he started sitting up. As soon as he saw me his eyes widened and he hopped off of the girl. I started backing out of the room, unsure of what would happen next.