Today I was doing my daily browse through quotes.
Most of them about, the Hunger Games and One Direction, but one particular quote caught my eye. This wittian expressed through this quote that they cut. They're depressed. They're suicidal. It didn't talk about the hottest boyband, or the next big movie, but how they felt no one on witty cared about these kind of quote. You see, I'm broken on the inside just like you. And I have a hard time telling people how it really is with me. I have a harder time admitting to myself how it is. For a year, I have convinced myself that I was happy. But the reality of it is, I wake up day to day, feeling absolutely nothing. I'm depressed. Not officially diagnosed with it, but I have all the symtoms. I'm suicidal. A week doesn't go by that I don't want to pop sometylonal and make the pain go away. I've cut myself. Not deep enough to bleed. Just with a safety pin. But enough to leave barely noticable scars. Even hanging out with my friends, I can't stop myself from think of what it would be like if I weren't there. . I get so caught up in trying to be perfect that I forget who I really am. For so long, I've bottled all of this up and I don't want to do that anymoe. I know this quote will get maybe 10 faves and the most of 2 comments, but I just want everyone to know who I really am. This is me. This is who I've become in the past year. And I want to change that. Starting with this quote. If you read that whole thing, you're the best. If you fave or leave a comment, it means the absolute world to me.
kitkatkristi