tuesday, that was the last day i cut. it will be the last day. someone if you see this please comment, i really need someone to help me thru it this time...
today our science teacher asked; if we could switch lives with somone for a day, who would it be and why? the whole class answered with, lebron james, or steve jobs, for money or power, or sports skill. but not me when it was my turn i said my sister. And the whole room got quiet. He asked why, and i said because she never got a chance. and like that, he couldnt even beleive it. and everyone stared at me, for so long it seemed but i didnt care. i know she was watching that. i know it. and i know she felt how much i loved her in that moment. i just know it. its all for you Christina Ashley.
You never call her beautiful. And that's okay, but you don't have to call her it, just make her feel it. Make sure she doesn't leave you for that other guy, because she feels appreciated with him. Give her reasons to stay by your side.
Please read. Its worth the minute or two it will take. You see that kid? The one no one ever talks to. The one that gets pushed around. The one that makes it seem like their not hurt. But the one that cries themselves to sleep at night. Because of you. Because you chose to spread that rumor, laugh at that joke, and stand by and watch. Because you did nothing, because you decided YOU were more important than that person. Because you decided you'd rather not look like a freak. Well here's the reality of this world. THAT person the one you make fun of, debates whether he or she is going to take their life tonight. Whether he or she wants to face another day of pain. EVERYTHING HURTS. So for once maybe, stop and talk to that person, stop that rumor, don't laugh at that joke. CHOOSE the right thing, because that person may not be here tommorow. End the bullying, its time. (thanks if you read it)
girl: *lays on his chest and puts her ear to his heart* boy: What are you doing? girl: Listening to your heart. boy: Why? girl: I want to listen to what's mine. <3
i have a chance i have a chance to fix him i have a chance to fis his heart i have the chance to make him better now, i need 15 grand and im gonna get it, no matter what. w a t c h m e f l y
well, its like a week till school, i just lost two good friends and its freshman year i just made cuts i cant come up with an excuse for and i have a swim meet Thursday i just got yelled at for somthing i couldnt ever possibly do im gonna have to deal with the backlash of my boyfriends acts im missing my sister more than ever (love you christina) and everyones telling me its okay.... maybe it is because i can hold thru it just for now... but when im alone, im pretty sure the tears will fall its gonna be okay for now just tell me that im gonna make it......
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