Dear Diary,
they say it's better to have loved, and lost, then to have never loved at all? well, that's a bunch of bull. this person obviously never loved anyone. losing someone you love, and i mean true love, your first true love, is hell. actually it's worse. it's worse than death. when you lost your first true love, especially if they never even loved you as more than a friend, is like everything turning black. you don't see things the way you used to, or the way they should be. you don't want to laugh because how can you be happy when you've lost the most important thing in your life. you wish that you could just lay down and die, just to end the pain. it never goes away. it's there when you wake up. when you hear his favorite song. when you're with your friends. when you remember your laughs with him. whenever someone touches you, you remember how it felt when he touched you. when he said hi, it made your day. more than that, it made your life have a meaning. it was him. now he's gone. you have nothing. yeah, you have your friends, and family. that's a different kind of love. this love changes you. inside and out. it changes your heart and soul. and when you lose it, you have no soul, because he took everything you had, and there's no way you'll ever get it back.
really long i know.
just needed to get this off my chest.
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