since no one knows who this is, this is probably a good time to say this. i dont even know why i am sad so often. i have a perfect life. i have two parents who tell me they love me every night. we are really well off. my parents barley ever fight. i have amazing & crazy friends that i love so much. i am pretty sure that the guy i like likes me back. so why do i always feel so worthless? why do i always feel like no one even cares, when i know that they do? i guess i just feel like the only good things about me are on the inside, and no one even cares about that anymore. at all. if you arent pretty on the outside, no one wants to get to know the real you. im constantly comparing myself to other people, and im constantly wishing i was someone else. whenever i see someone prettier than me, i think 'wow, what would my life be like if i was that pretty? imagine how much better everything would be.." & thats wrong. i hate now i think that way. and i also hate how society makes people think that way. i just wish life was like detox day, and no one cared what you looked like. i wish so many things that will never come true.