Vent*
I'm tired. Not tired like I need sleep, I'm tired. Tired of the bullies, the scars, the fakes, the jerks, the players, the ones who hurt me. I'm tired of it all. I'm just, I want to get away for a month or two, go somewhere else, like, no school, no friends, no contact, just me and my iPod and phone. Just get away. Explore, imagine, meet new people, maybe? I'm tired of school. I'm tired of the grades , the teachers who are so hard , the projects . It's too much for me. I mean yeah, it's school, but still.. My best friend practically hates me. I know it, too. I feel like my boyfriend and I aren't even a couple anymore.. We barely talk anymore. Sometimes, I want to get hurt, like, a car accidnent or something. Something that'll get me in the hospital. So I can see who'll show up and talk to me, who will talk about how much they love me and how much they care about me. I want that to happen, don't ask me, i just do. I'm a weird child, get over it. I'm just tired. That's the best I can explain it.