I sit here wishing to be with you.
I sit here remembering the moments of happiness and joy.
I sit here wishing to feel the warmth of your presence.
i sit here in my old wooden chair, the one you fixed for me many times, thinking of you.
I sit here watching the days, weeks, monthes and soon years fly by.
I feel empty.
With you i felt as if the sun shone brighter, the tree's were taller, the grass was green-er and the sky was blue-er.
Now that you left everythings different.
The sunlight is dim, the tree's seem short and stuby, the grass is overgrown and ugly, and the sky is filled with darkness.
Why did you do that.
How could you leave me.
I dont have happines enveloped around me like i did when i was with you.
I dont have a reason to wake up.
I dont have a reason to fighht anymore.
You were my reason but now that your gone what should i do.
The glass used to be half full, i used to go out with my friends, i used to enjoy smiling.
Now things have changed.
The glass sits half empty, I sit home alone while friends are out, i dread smiling now.
My stomache aches of hunger.
My head aches from pain and sorrow.
My body aches from not sleeping.
My heart aches from emptiness.
I can cure my stomache.
My medicine can cure my head.
My doctor can cure my body.
but, only you can cure my heart.
I sit here thinking of the good times and many laughs shared.
I sit here hoping you come back.
I sit here feeling....
.....alone......
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