sometimes you just feel everything and nothing all at once. sometimes you'll find yourself smiling and missing something at the same time. at times , you can absolutely love a person all the while wanting to hate them. life comes without guarantees. except that smiling will brighten your face , laughing will enhance your eyes , and loving someone can change your life. nobody understands how much i miss you , i miss how much we used to talk , and i miss all the things we used to do. i try to admit to myself that i still feel this way. nobody knows i still wake up and think of you each day. i still think of you and really do miss you. i would give up everything i had to be everything were not. when you love someone , when you truely love someone , that person becomes a part of you , they become your life , your everything. they change you and they inspire you in so many ways that are indescribable. how do you let go of someone who has made such a big impact on your life ? how do you let go the only thing that kept you going , kept you strong ? loving someone with all you have is letting go of fear , it is growing up. because when you love someone whole - heartedly , you let go of yourself - to live is to love - so how do you let go of someone your truely care about ? the truth is... i don't think you can. i think that no matter what happens , wheather your together or not , they are always in your heart . . .
always. Y