About two months ago my bestfriends dad, who i look up to as my dad, started to get sick. he didnt want to go to the hospital until his wife, who look up to as a mom, made him. she made him go about a week ago. when they got there is blood presure was low and is on oxygen cuz his level dropped. Then yesterday i got a text from my actual dad saying he was at the hospital to get tests done and has to have surgery bc he ripped his stomach open. and later that day my bestfriends dad was having open heart surgery. i couldnt consintrate on really anything. i was so scared and nervous. while now his surgery went well but he will still be in the hospital for about another week. i was looking up things about it and it said he could die. i am still really scared and nervous. i couldnt deal with losing him and neither could his wife or kids, but i know he is strong and is in good hands. Wheni went to see him the day before his surgery i could really be in his room for so long bc i was going to cry and i didnt really want to cry in frount of my bestfriend and his mom who i am supose to be helpping them get threw this. Just wish he could get out of the hospital and be how he use to be. He was tis great person always made me laugh and would play games with me. I miss who he was, but i am sure he will be himself shortly. i guess all i can do is pray and hope for the best of things. :(
cassie3010