I think of all my problems, I think of all my pain
I think of all my sorrows, until I go insane
I think of all the smiles I’ve worn which hides my sorrows underneath
No one seems to notice that I go through so much grief
My tears seem to keep flowing, inside my tired eyes
Each time I want to tell you, my words come out as lies
These days I’m feeling distant, far away and weak
My sadness pulls me farther from the happiness that I seek
I’ve just began to realize that all my hopes and dreams are gone
I’m walking down a dead-end road, humming a tune-less song
I’m standing on a rooftop although I’m afraid of heights
I’m watching the cars beneath me and somehow it doesn’t feel right
Now I think of what I’m doing, I know I should find a way
To beat through my depression, will I be able to someday?
Someone might be there, to help me make it through
Maybe they will listen and tell me what to do
I’m seeing through the darkness, starting to trust a few
I think I’ll try to make it so I can be there for them too