Hi , Mommy .
... I'm your baby . You don't know me yet , I'm only a few weeks old . You're going to find out about me soon, though , I promise . Let me tell you some things about me . My name is Jay , and I've got ... beautiful brown eyes and black hair . Well , I don't have it yet , but I will when I'm born . I'm going to be your only child , and you'll call me your one and only . I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly , but we have each other . We'll help each other , and love each other . I want to be a doctor when I grow up .
You found out about me today , Mommy ! You were so excited , you couldn't wait to tell everyone . All you could do all day was smile , and life was perfect . You have a beautiful smile , Mommy . It will be the first face I in my life , and it will be the best thing I see in my life . I know it already .
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Today was the day you told Daddy . You were so excited to tell him about me ! ... He wasn't happy , Mommy . He kind of got angry . I don't think that you noticed , but he did . He started to talk about something called wedlock , and money , and bills , and stuff I don't think I understand yet . You were still happy , though , so it was okay . Then he did something scary , Mommy . He hit you . I could feel you fall backward , and your hands flying up to protect me . I was okay ... but I was very sad for you . You were crying then , Mommy . That's a sound I don't like . It doesn't make me feel good . It made me cry , too . He said sorry after , and he hugged you again . You forgave him , Mommy , but I'm not sure if I do . It wasn't right . You say he loves you ... why would he hurt you ? I don't like it , Mommy .
Finally , you can see me ! Your stomach is a little bit bigger , and you're so proud of me ! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes , and you were so so so happy . You sing to me , too . You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world . When you sing is when I'm happiest . And you talk to me , and I feel safe . So safe . You just wait and see , Mommy . When I am born I will be perfect just for you . I will make you proud , and I will love you with all of my heart .
I can move my hands and feet now , Mommy . I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle . You giggle , too . I love you , Mommy .
Daddy came to see you to day , Mommy . I got really scared . He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right . He said he didn't want you . I don't know why , but that's what he said . And he hit you again . I got angry , Mommy . When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt ! I promise to protect you . Daddy is bad . I don't care if you think that he is a good person , I think he's bad . But he hit you , and he said he didn't want us . He doesn't like me . Why doesn't he like me , Mommy ?
You didn't talk to me tonight , Mommy . Is everything okay ?
It's been three days since you saw Daddy . You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that . Don't you still love me , Mommy ? I still love you . I think you feel sad . The only time I feel you is when you sleep . You sleep funny , kind of curled up on your side . And you hug me with your arms , and I feel safe and warm again . Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more ?
I'm 21 weeks old today , Mommy . Aren't you proud of me ? We're going somewhere today , and it's somewhere new . I'm excited . It looks like a hospital , too . I want to be a doctor when I grow up , Mommy . Did I tell you that ? I hope you're as excited as I am . I can't wait .
... Mommy , I'm getting scared . Your heart is still beating , but I don't know what you are thinking . The doctor is talking to you . I think something's going to happen soon . I'm really , really , really scared , Mommy . Please tell me you love me . Then I will feel safe again . I love you !
Mommy , what are they doing to me !? It hurts ! Please make them stop ! It feels bad ! Please , Mommy, please please help me ! Make them stop !
Don't worry Mommy , I'm safe . I'm in heaven with the angels now . They told me what you did , and they said it's called an abortion .
Why , Mommy ? Why did you do it ? Don't you love me any more ? Why did you get rid of me ? I'm really , really , really sorry if I did something wrong , Mommy . I love you , Mommy ! I love you with all of my heart . Why don't you love me ? What did I do to deserve what they did to me ? I want to live , Mommy ! Please ! It really , really hurts to see you not care about me , and not talk to me . Didn't I love you enough ? Please say you'll keep me , Mommy ! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor . I don't want to be here , I want you to love me again ! I'm really really sorry if I did something wrong . I love you !
I love you , Mommy .
Every abortion is just one more heart that was stopped .
Two more eyes that will never see .
Two more hands that will never touch .
Two more legs that will never run .
One more mouth that will never speak .
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