30 Letters 30 Days
Day 7 - Ex-boyfriend
Dear Russell,
Oh man. Where to begin.. I remember when Sarah introduced us. How amazing that was. We started talking and had great chemistry. We stopped talking for a few months. Around late December, mid January, I contacted you again. How happy I was! We got super close and then formed a relationship. I thought you were the kid I was going to be with forever. I wanted to be. I just needed 3 days to get my head on straight and make sure what I was doing was the right thing. I guess that was too much for you. I guess that wasn't good enough for you. I'm sorry. I tried explaining everything to you. I tried apologizing. I told you that I knew I was doing the right thing. You just never gave me another chance though. I really wish you would have. I told all my friends about you, simply because I thought you were the most amazing guy ever! Unfortuantely, I guess I was wrong. Everything was gone. It all disappeared in an instant. I couldn't believe by the next day all you could do was talk bad about me. I guess that was your way of "getting back at me." You know how some people say "Loved you once, loved you still, always have, always will"? Yeah, I don't just say that I mean it! Then I see you tonight. Oh my. Ummm..that was..interesting..? I'm not so sure you recognized me, but I recognized you for sure. I just wanted to go up and hug you and just be with you again. The feelings came flooding back. The love, sadness, happiness, anger, everything. I miss you so much. I love you Russell.
Love, Me